i live in a mess

........ ..i always dun know if anyone know i am unhappy.

live in a mess. until now. with no picture of me n the house. and i totally feel. what's the use of taking wedding pic? they just like the newspaper. fresh for one day. even only in the bedroom.

when i ask why there are so many box in the celing. what i got for the answer is my home at aqua can't regard as neat and tidy too. OK. then just let they be.

they are not mine or his. so. JUST LET THEY BE HERE. ever and forever. .

BUT NOT ME . wait for molded.



the side effect of having two house in upper generation.
the second house is for storeage. where years later u can find out sth u expected to be buried canbe find there. sth u already forgot and neglected by the daily lie. will it be me?